@Ari-Sorokin you absolutely need to be satisfied with your work. You have to make art that you are proud of before you think about or prioritize other peopleās opinions about/getting a huge social media following.
Getting to the skill level you want to will take time. Youāre still in high school, still discovering your passions in art. That will take time!
Allow me to give you my own story. Iāve been making art for 15 years, including my high school years. For most of my college years I was stuck at a skill level far behind most of my classmates, which resulted in me failing my portfolio review three times and changing majors. Talk about a situation that invites impatience. Now, after teaching high school digital art and animation for six years and doing my own art on the side, I have just now started to really hone my skills.
So my advice: keep practicing and practice a lot of different ways. Sketch in front of your truck, sketch in a coffee shop (if youāre in a state where dining/outdoor dining is allowed right now). Get figure drawing books, study anatomy...everything! Your job right now is to explore, absorb and discover your passions.
I hope this helps.