@MimiHecher I made it sound like this is the only thing I love to do however it's sort of the part of me that I shelved for a long time because I made choices in my life to support other's life dreams instead of my own. I suppose I feel like I am trying to make up for the lost years which I know, cannot be recaptured, so I am going about this in a serious way, not wasting anymore time.
The haunting feeling drives me to learn and do things that are out of my comfort zone (learning marketing, digital software, and administrative stuff that bores the crap out of me), and as far as the practice, I love to draw and that will never change. I am worried about looking amateurish and maybe that's the heavy feeling I should let go of. It does no good to focus that way and honestly I am not where I was then so it's really irrelevant!
